Staring in her eyes
I see the future
No
Our future
So I thought
It turned out to be the land of make believe
I cry inside
Wishing Hoping
That maybe one day
She would see what I see
A life filled with love
Happiness
A family
I know we both longed to have
Sharing times
Where we would just stop
Look at each other
Smile and Laugh
Only wanting the chance to lie across her chest
My head snuggled between each breast
Listening to her heartbeat
Not missing a second
While she touches me so sensually
Giving me chills
That go deeper than deep
Causing a sensation overload
I had hoped
In the future to look into our child's eyes and see her face.
Thinking
Believing
Knowing
That after all this time it was worth the wait
Something is different
Something is wrong
Duh
It's called reality
And it's finally kicked in
I find myself just sitting in this car
My car!
Stuck helplessly in love
Not traffic
Still wondering what happened
Knowing that there is no “us”
There is no "we"
Her and I could only go but so far
And our expiration has been reached
I talk so much to my partners because I aim to teach
But even I wasn't aware of what truly lied beneath
She could never do any wrong in my eyes
I believed all she said
Knowing it was lies
She was my definition of purity
How pure
Obviously
Not pure enough
I longed for her touch wanting it needing it
Even though it hurt me so much
Never
Say never
Because I’m far from naive
I just put my intuition in the back, and allowed my heart to take
the lead.
Now do you see why I don't dance?
They say, "It's better to have loved and lost than never to
have loved at all"
Which is true
And in the face of adversity stand tall
Because at some point in time
Even Angels must fall
Did you get that?
Just think about it
After all is said and done
Titles, Situations, People, Arguments
Are irrelevant
I would've remained by her side to the end of time
Even if hell froze over and pigs were able to fly
It's what I call Unconditional E.V.O.L
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